EXCITED AS heck! I have a few clues why but that’s my secret! I am super excited for school, yeah I know I hate school sometimes but being away from it sucks sorta! Whatever this year is gonna be my year to improve, be better than what I was, and show my mother that I am gonna be something! I have everything going for me so far! I just hate that my mom doesn’t want me to have a job? It kind of pisses me off but whatever at least I don’t have to worry about money yet I guess? My mom just says that I am suposed to be a kid and she will let me know when it’s my turn to start being the adult and paying for my own stuff!? I know what she means but I’d like to pay for myself but nope she still feels it’s her job. So whatever I’m actually happy I don’t have to get a job now and not worry about money problems?
I am so proud of my self. I am making really big decisions that could help me alot in the long run. I’ve made goals to accomplish but I haven’t quite finished them yet. I think that I am trying to be a stronger person than what I really am but it is making me stand up for myself and not let little things get to me no more and hopefully it will make me alot of a stronger person. I’ll get where I want to, I’ll be what I want to be, and I will live how I chose too. It is all under my own decisions on what and where and who I want to be no one else.
I am excited, This week I am going to cut my bangs straight just to see how I like them. If I don’t I have one month to let them grow back? And I will cut my hair a shade of brown but with tones of red. EXCITED as heck! <333 I need a little help with my hair dyer Juan Peralez! <33
When I think things fall in the right places, something ends up out of place. Life sure isn’t fair at all. Atleast I know who is really there for me and who isn’t. All I need in my life is my mother, my sister, boyfriend, and bestfriend. No one will every have a place in my heart as much as they will. They are my everythings!
Alright so lately I’ve been thinking about how teen relationships turn into geting engaged. I get the whole thing about your boyfriend or girlfriend asking them to marrying you, with or without a ring. I find it adorable but why in the world would you want to say your engaged, I highly doubt your parents are going to sign papers for you to get married now since your under age. I mean yeah okay so your “engaged” but how long are you going to be engaged until your actually married? In my opinion I rather wait until at least 18 because once I get engaged I’ll be eager to get married. Usually when you get engaged you start planning a wedding as soon as possible. Why wait 5 years to get married plus it isn’t as cute as it would be when your older. Right? :]
*Plus I understand that you might be in love with “whom ever”. That doesn’t mean you should be engaged though, it’s kind of ridiculious at such a young age. I talked to my boyfriend about this subject before and we both agreed that it is stupid because not too many people wait like 5 years to get married it’s usually a year after the engagement. Think about it, children or teens don’t need to be married at a young age. UNLESS you have a child or pregnant that is aceptable but still not nessasary.
I love my hair dark but I wanna just let my hair grow out my natural color but I don’t know because at the same time I don’t like my natural color? Hmm? I have no clue what I am going to do. :O I swear I had almost every color hair from blonde, red, light brown, medium brown, dark brown, black and more. I had them all. ;]
There isn’t one day in my life that I don’t think of you since we’ve met. I still can’t imagine that I would of found someone so quickly and fall in love with them so fast. You completely changed my life since day one. Our fights are pointless and not worth losing eachother. I mean everytime we talk about how we want to be together in the future it makes us both cry. I think it’s because we’re both scared of losing one another. That won’t happen as long as we try. Since the 8th grade I’ve known you and now we are headed to the 11th and you’ve changed so much it’s unbelieveable. You were some careless person that really didn’t care about me, to someone who cares about everyone and your so protective over me. I find it cute. You look all mean and big but really your just a little squishy teady bear. I want to make it clear that I want you in my life forever. I’ll try and make sure that happens too. <3 I love you Juan. 060708
I knew nothing will ever break us apart completely! Geez what I do just to make sure that your all mines! I don’t think I could ever possibly love someone other than my family as much as I do you! You mean the world to me, you really do. I’m am just so happy that were together and always and forever will be! <3
Aww yay! I am so happy for my mother. She own the trial in court today to get our other property back. I don’t know what that lady was thinking trying to come up at us like that is her property! It isn’t until you pay us for it. Well thank God that it over!
I beilve every single word you today me a few days ago. I understand everything clearly now. I just hope everything goes good and as you said they will! It’s just hard for me, I know it is for you too. I hope the right time comes along soon because boy do I miss you! Even though whats happening now, you said that I’m still yours and your still mines! <3 Geez! I love you so much Juan Peralez! :D <33
I find it cute when a guy cries for a good reason. Not for something dumb like getting yelled at or losing a fight or something dumb like that. But when they cry over a breakup or a really big argument he had with his girlfriend, I start to feel bad for him. At the same time though, I respect him for being able to not care if his tears are flowing out or not. I just think they really care for the girl if they cry over something like that.