I know my turtles are young but I think they are trying to have sex! ;l They are all over eachother and the one on top keeps moving! AHHH! I think I am going to scream! I think they are both boys too! ;l
I didn’t think you would of done this but obviously you did. I don’t know why in the world you act like you don’t care about me nor love me anymore! Deep down I know you do, I know you do! You can’t tell me other wise. I knew this was going to happen but I didn’t think it was going to happen last night. I thought you would of thought about what I said and tried fixing things before they got to be like this? I know you say that you will be there for me no mater what but that is sort of a lie because I needed then and I needed you today, you weren’t there you are never there. You said that we need time, time for what? I gave you space, alot of space since you never wanted to be with me. What is this time for, to completely seperate? Time for you to completely pretend I never exsisted? Time for you to meet someone else? What is this time for? I don’t understand and I am sure you know what you are doing to me, but you don’t seem to care. I know that you do though because I read those little text messages you always wrote me after we argued and you always told me that you couldn’t be just friend and that you’d go crazy if I was alone somewhere or if something happens? Today I told you on how I felt about this and you told me “sorry you feel that way” Seriously? Get over yourself? You are completely blocking me out! I don’t understand what for, becuase I wanted to see you more and go out places with you since you never want to? Whatever hopefully you will realise that I really cared for you probally more than anyone does, and how you hurt my feelings just because something so stupid! I won’t ever forgive you for this, never but I will always move on, I can go along being whatever to you, but I will never forgive you this time. Just because you have no remorse in this, nothing at all. I don’t have any reasons I should forgive you, and I wont. I love you, I do but I guess you weren’t what I was expecting of you. You’ve changed and that’s okay. I did too a long time ago, the time when we actually became closer to one another not farther. Whatever I hope you the best, us the best, whatever we become you will still be a huge part in my life, you have entered it and you wont leave it either. </3
Don’t you think about how school is so long and you can’t wait to get out of there, how your whole life you have been in school? Then once you graduate you think that your life is coming to an end but it hasn’t even started? :/
OMFG! Everyone is telling me to get rid of my baby turtles? I was okay yeah because I hate cleaning there tank and I want them to be happy, so I was up for giving them away? I been think I can’t do that, my baby’s are gonna be lost with out each other. What was I thinking I love them with my all my heart, even though there turtles I still care for them as much as I do for anyone! All my pets mean alot to me, and if anything would happen to any of my animals I would cry my heart out! :’l NEVER will I give my babies away! NEVER!!!! :D I picked out my animals so I will keep them til the pick they don’t want me no more LMAO! <3333333
I pray to God that everything between my family & I goes good for awhile! I hope we win the trial, because that would be so freaking retarted if we don’t! That would be a blessing if we do because it would help my mom out alot! PLEASE GOD! help us with this situation because I am not going to stop fighting this! It is ours an there is no way someone is going to come up in this trying to claim our other property is theirs? Also to expect to live there for several months for free? ARE YOU KIDDING ME? Get real this world is never free why would it change for you and your lieing ways?! GET OUT OF HERE!?
If I could ask why things happen the way they happen I would but who do I ask? Everything is changing really fast, I am sure that it isn’t right for us! You, yourself is changing. I can’t help but to tell you but everytime I do, it is my fault! I don’t know about any of this anymore. I told you serveral times and you don’t seem to care. Everyone notices it not just me? I know what I am seeing and feeling. When I am not with you, you are a different person when you text me or call me. When were together it is all different I see a person who cares but once you leave you don’t? I have no clue what to do? You told me that the ones who are there for you will anyways be there no mater what, but sometimes your not there for me even if you tell me you are. If we continue this way, there won’t be an we or and us for that much longer? :’l
It was cute how yesterday you showed me how to dance in water ;D It was adorable and amazing how you should me ahaha the most cutest is that we were swimming while you were showing me. <333 Oh gezzzz I feel for you big time.
OMFG! the 4g comes out today ;l I am bummed I can’t get it because I have no upgrade unless I wanna pay 4 to 6 hundred and that isn’t worth it! I can wait but I want it soo bad! Hopefully that guy can give us a deal again like I got with my 3g! ;l We got to go ask him though, I hope so! If someone buys me an Iphone 4g I’ll be the most happiest person ever! aha I hope my mom will give it too me soon. I hope.
I relised so much today, looking at you and seeing you made me feel so different! I know that your the only one for me and I know that we are perfect for eachother! I know that your my soul mate, I know it now. Even for the best or the worst your always going to be a big part of me no mater what! You’ll always be mines! <3
I am trying to make my life how it used to be 3 years ago! Where everyday I had fun and I was never bored! I am catching up step by step! Soon I’ll be just like how I was before! I am muturing and growing up everyday. I miss before in some ways but I’ll make it more muture! GO IT?
So I checked my parentlink and I saw my grades, they aren’t good but they aren’t so bad! I know my mom seems like alright about them but I know she knows I can do way better! Next year as a junior I am going to work my ass off to get all good grades! I wanna prove to everyone that I can do better! Home school to make up my missing credits isn’t going to be so fun but I know that I will pass and hopefully I will be all caught up! NEXT year I am NOT doing summer school! I go to school for a reason, so why not just do it during school instead of at home too? Uhh I can do better!
My brain is set of what I wanna be and what I am going to do in MY LIFE! I know where I wanna live, I know who I wanna be with, I know where I wanna work, I know almost everything now! Took some time to think about it but I know it all now.
I don’t want to care so much, but I do! whyyy? 3 years ago was better, as in I was the only one that was with you always! ONLY me! NOT them! Phewww… Got that off my chest! I wish you’d change to back then.