California was so fun this year, I got to have Juan come with my family. It was super fun, exciting, scary, and crazy. I doubt there was anything I could of done better than that.
I got too pet a deer, a butterfly land on me, a wild colorful bird eat out of my hand, scary though it almost pee pee’d on me but he missed haha he got close though. I guess he was full after I feed him, I touched a star fish, bat ray, feed a seal, Finally saw the whale show at sea world, eww touched a dead fish, and went into the ocean, super far for the first time that I can actually remember since I was a little girl.
Lmao me and juan were in the ocean like 100 feet away from the shore and we was looking at some dog that was like drowning, but he was far from us and I was like lets go save it so we starting comeing close up and I was like hurry, hurry hes dying and a freaking fin comes out of the water i was like what the fuck was that? A fin? So I ran super fast and It was a wild seal what kinda shit was that? The ocean we went to was for dogs too in the side we went in and the dogs were going after the poor little seal and the seal was like going to eat the little dogs and stuff. Second time actually going into the water and seeing that? Wow! Crazy huh, but so exciting. Eww and we saw a dead fish too, and a little baby sting ray. Uhh scary shit. It was worth it though. *I’m going to upload pictures in a while, I think.
But I’d never thought I would miss my bestest friend, my animals, and my home so much. I am so glad to be home and going to finally sleep in my own bed. I miss my comfortable bed. (: NOW I can’t wait to see my bestest friend and my 2 baby turtles. lmao
I hate talking to you sometimes, because I can’t think of what to say. I know it seems like im jelious but it hard seeing that they are closer than us now, I makes me sad how we used to talk all the time, now bearly ever. When I ask if you wanna hangout you always have some kind of excuss or you already have plan with them. I miss before, before high school, before when everything was better, when I actually ment something to you. “myfbfa?” I miss us! <3
is by far the strongest person I have ever met. She is hallarious and always is there for me no mater what. I am proud to say my mother is my hero. She cares so much for me and my sister alot. It makes me mad sometimes because she always makes sure that me and my sister have everything, if we want something she bearly ever says no, she never gets herself new things. She does alot for my friends too but sometimes they don’t relies it and that makes me so frustrated. There isn’t another lady out there that can compare to my mom, I’d never trade her for nothing! <3
are such a beautiful peice of art! <3 ahaha I want soo many tattoo’s. More than 7 & 3 big ones but I sorta think that tattoo sleaves are soo amazing and I want one kinda? BUT the bad thing is that I don’t wanna be wrinkley when I’m old and have soo many tattoos. suck-ish! :/ well see what happens when I get old enough to get one. lmao! <33 peace nuckkkka!
Ahhh today is my mom’s birthday! She’s going to get a BIG suprise. I hope she likes it, my sister is on her way here, can’t wait too see her either. Well I’ll post something later because I’m running out of time. LATE!
Damn I haven’t posted nothing for a long time. Well it’s 6:34 in the morning and I’m supoosed to be getting ready but that failed :/ I’m too lazy! Mmmm… Peaches and cream oatmeal is super good in the morning! I’m happy about tomarrow because it’s my mommy’s birthday and I think she thinks I forgot about her but I didn’t! She’ll get a big suprrise tomarrow! I don’t wanna go to school today but I have way to many absents! I showed my mom my grades yesterday and she was happy because finally I have not one single bad grade all A’s, B’s, And C’s YAY! 3 B’s, 3 A’s, and 2 C’s! but that bad at all! I wanna improve though. Soon I will. Well it’s already 6:39 so I am going to get out of here and get ready so see you later alligator! <33
as if I don’t mean as much as I did, as if we don’t talk as much as we used too; as if we don’t hangout as much as we did before; and as I used to care for you, I still do; as I loved you, I always will; as I was there for you, I forever will be…
Baby’s birthday! Yay, had funn. <3 chiles, yummay then went to fries to look around, then went to the gym. Aww and when he droped me off, my momma bought him a cake so he stayed a bit longer! ;) I lovee youuu <3
My mommy, my sister, and I are going to go look at my sisters new apartment. Not so exciting because it is pretty sad knowing that she isn’t going to live with us no more. Whatever but our house is always her home tooo. I hope it looks nice. I think it is a pretty good deal for her though, and I think it will make her more responsible and more grown up. Well I hope everything goes well and as planned! Good byeeee…..
I cried, you got mad because I cry? It was something that is important to me and you tell me not to cry over that and you get mad at me for that? Then you leave me there for fucking three hours and you get mad because I left, what was I supposed to do? I don’t know anymore….
ONE person in the whole wide world will ever understand me. I’m the most confusing person ever, but im just glad they will be there for me forever! Even though sometimes it sucks because they aren’t there when i really need them the most. ONLY if they understanded! LIFE is the most confussing thing in the world to me and alot of shit isn’t really fair either. Crying is my relief! I hope my life goes back together soon. Exspressing my feelings make me feel better too but who do i have to exspress them too?! (uhhh good byeee)