Things are hella different since the middle school, damn I was thinking how I used to be bestfriend with some people and now when I see them I don’t say nothing to them because it’s like we complete strangers. I don’t know? This shit is really werid! I have no clue why I am thinking about this right now but it is hella bothering me! D: Whatever thats, that!
OMG! 2 more half days of school left over? Then home school for the summer to make up my missing credits. I am soo happy school is OVER! I couldn’t stand it any longer, but if the summer gets boring then I am going to wish we had school again. lmao NEXT year is going to be alot different and I am going to be more into school and after school programs :D I don’t want to fuck up AGAIN! I wanna prove to everyone that I can make it through, and go to collage! I will and I will make you sit there and watch! I wanna gradute already though :D
I want to get more pericings! :D Like alot more, but not to over do it. I want my bellybutton done, but I don’t know? My nose too, but not really? Don’t even get me started with tattoos! I want like over 15 I can think of all of them right now. I know I am going to be a tattoo freak but pericings, I don’t know? :D <33
I think it is so amzing how some body that is disable or has a disablity can have a job of there very own. YES; my older sister has a disablity. That doesn’t make her different from anyone else. She is just as normal as anyone else can be. She is not totaly disable but she does have one, she is gifted with a special feature that not many have. She is a very beautiful young lady and she is very intelligent! I am happy for her. Check out this website http://studio8ten.com/! (Yeah, my sister is in alot of the pictures too on that web) Someday you should have the chance to stop in there, everything in there is very cute and handmade my young adults that are disable. <3 "It’ll make there day to sell something to you"
I still can’t believe in a few days we officialy been together for two years <3 How sweet, I still can’t believe it at all! I can still remember when I met you :D Your so special to me… I’ll never be able to explain to you the way I feel but I know this is something real and I am sure of it. You will forever be mines.
Seriously? Why ask me if you can do hokah? If you already know my answer! Uhh No, it’s so dumb of you to even mention that to me. You know if I even gave you my answer it wouldn’t of made a difference or not you know that you’ll still do it, like every other time! DRUG& ALCHOL& CIRGARETS& ANYTHING LIKE THAT IS THE BIGEST NO NO to me! I hate it so much with the biggest pashion I can ever have! It is so disgusting and rediculious! AND NOT to forget but that shit isn’t cute! EVER! EVER! EVER! It’s a big turn off! ABOVE THE INFLUENCE FOREVER I’LL ALWAYS BE! <3 “thank GOD for that”
The day you died and the day you married my mom! I am happy that your not here anymore, it’s been 10 years since you’ve been gone but 10 years of my mother gaining back everything you made her loose! She had nothing, now she has everything! I am not going to lie, I wish I has a complete family with a mom and dad but not one like you! But my mom is all I ever needed you was bearly ever there! You had already made a new family with your dumb ass girlfriend and her kid and never cared about me when I was with you! You choose to do drugs and not care about anything and you choose the way you are now DEAD! I am thankful I have a mom that care, but if it wasn’t for you I’d wouldn’t be around! I guess I can say thanks for that but your a horrible person and that’s why I wouldn’t consider you my dad?
I think that sometime this weekend I am going to make a marshmellow gun, today my teacher’s physics class was making them and it looks like alot of fun. I need to go to buy the parts though, then I fianlly get to have my marshmellow gun. I got my year book today, I think it is pretty nice how they look? I want a job so bad but my mom wont let me get a job because she said I’ll regret it later because working isn’t fun. That’s not the point though, I want to make my own money to pay my car insurance and to pay for the things I want. I think my mom just thinks that it’s still her job until I am 18, she said this summer I can get a job though if I insist. I have the perfect place in mind though and they got open spots. I don’t know? It’s so confussing to me. Well tomarrow is friday and hopefully I can make my marshmellow gun tomarrow.
I was thinking about how I wanna go shopping this weekend but I sorta hate shopping in stores, if I order online I get to see all the stuff in the store without hunting it down, the only thing that sucks is some times they don’t got the size but that’s the same with at the store right? Ha I doubt I’ll order clothes but I will go shopping :O lol