april love

I don’t know what to do? I’ve never said such things like you said to me! Uhhhh. And as far as your stupid ass goes, shut the fuck up. Seriously? People are so ignorant!

Today is just not my day. In first period I’m failing, so i’ve desided to just forget about that class and take it for my summer course. Math was great as always, my teacher got the other owl tattoo filled in; it’s beautiful! I went to my guidence class today, instead of open guidence, didn’t wanna cry. Fourth was lame. English I was all up in the “night” book. I love it! Lunch came around so I stay with Rosita and all them. Hope you had someone? Pe with crystal, paper worksheet, intresting convo! 7th essay, then used my phone. After school I walked my ass home super fast in this cold ass weather! At least one thing made me happy! Seeing my package on my door when I came home! * read new post on tumblr? One bothers me alot! Whatever tomarrow I have to do that day of the dead thingy! Not looking forward to it! I don’t wanna do it now. Fuck it I am though! I hope that block call was from who I think it is… Not going to eat all day! My belly is turning in millions of circles! I can’t stand it! I believe I’m going to take a long nap or I don’t know lay here and listen to music! Woohoo bye tumblr! Wait today is my grandma’s birthday! Happy birthday Betty! <3

I don’t know if I should care, or if I do care? Confussed! It’s obivious though!

Good night, don’t let the bed bugs bite. :D

I ordered my clothes! YAY! I loveee my mommy <3

I hate how we’ve grown apart, but I wish we have gotten closer.

I hate it when you text me because of them, but I wish it was to talk to me.

I hate to see you with them, but I just wish your happy.

I hate that, that isn’t me with you, but I wish it was.

I hate it now because I can’t act myself around you, but I wish I still could.

I hate that I care too much for you, but I wish I didn’t so much anymore.

Now that I have soo many hates, all I can do is wish that we become like before, as if that will ever happen? :/ Only we’ll know… i love you!

Today I got the cutest text message from my bestest friend ever. It made me think about how important she is to me, I would never know what I’d do with her. She have been in my life since I was in the first grade/ten whole years. Just because we don’t hangout as much as we used to doesn’t mean that we aren’t bestfriends, we will always be. Everyone get’s our names mixed up, and thinks were sisters, cousins, or whatever. Nooo were just bestfriends but we could say were more like family <3 I know that I have the most amazingest bestfriend ever, no one in the world can have anyone better than a friend like her. (: i love you girl!

Tumblr boy oh boy; I have to update you. :o

I need take my car for a oil change this weekend. I wanna get damn hello kitty sticker for my back window, where do I find cute ones? <33

omfg! I haven’t ever been this sick before, it’s a true killer! Blahh! I hope I can feel better super soon! Fevers suck! :l

No school for me today.

I haven’t been on my tumblr forever now. Guess What? I’m getting my grades back together, excited about that. I think I am going to make a list of what to do’s before a certain date and see if I can finish the whole list, that would be kinda exciting. I wanna make 2 lists to do’s w/ my boyfriend and a to do’s w/ & my girlfriend. <33 lmao & today was pretty intresting :D