april love

I cried, you got mad because I cry? It was something that is important to me and you tell me not to cry over that and you get mad at me for that? Then you leave me there for fucking three hours and you get mad because I left, what was I supposed to do? I don’t know anymore….

I feel like I’m not enough

Sometimes I feel like a horrible friend

Sometimes I feel like a piece of shit

Sometimes I feel like a bad daughter

Sometimes I feel like a bad sister

Sometimes I feel like a bad girlfriend

Sometimes I feel so ugly, it’s not even worth getting dressed up

Sometimes I feel so stuiped, I should just drop out of school

Sometimes I care too much

Sometimes I just wish I could give up

But then sometimes I stop to think and say to myself “No, you are worth it and you can fix those sometimes. Your not perfect and you never will be, and that’s okay.”

ONE person in the whole wide world will ever understand me. I’m the most confusing person ever, but im just glad they will be there for me forever! Even though sometimes it sucks because they aren’t there when i really need them the most. ONLY if they understanded!          LIFE is the most confussing thing in the world to me and alot of shit isn’t really fair either. Crying is my relief! I hope my life goes back together soon. Exspressing my feelings make me feel better too but who do i have to exspress them too?! (uhhh good byeee)

060708 forever baby. i loveee him soo damn much! <3 He’s the bestest! :D

aww i gave some homeless guy a burrito & hotsause from tocobell. It was so cute and sweet. And he ran to the other building to go eat it. OMFG god bless him

til my birthday bitch!!! <3

My momma bought me a car last night! Super exciting yo! Can’t wait to drive that mean thang.! :D

rosaaaa:

should of been bored with a VAGINA I swear! lmao only April know’s what that means (: mwuahaha

 Lmao i know right :D

Lately i been hella all into my favorite shows; for the love of ray j & teen mom & jersey shore & tough love and bad girls club. Ohhh girl, teen mom and bad girls club is on tonight can’t wait to see that shitt. Excited. <33

See ya later alligator! Fun! Fun! Fun! School tomarrow. :D

I have so many goals, plans ect. I seriously need to get my life back together. i need to do better in stupid school and try my hardest seriously! I wanna go to college! But besides that i wanna change alot about my life and how it is happening. 13 more days til im fck’n 16 bitch! :D Yay! super excited!<33 Exspecially i can’t wait til me and my mother go shopping to by me a damn car already. Uhh i love my mom! Besides that i am super going to suceed my goals. HAHA outie!!